Thursday, May 7

I'm turning to you, when love is on my mind
You're all I want, and Love's so hard to find
I know I hurt you, and I know that I was wrong (and that doesn't mean you weren't)(I am the one doing the writing)(when you are able then you may put your 2 pennies in)
But I want you back, back where you belong:

In case you all did not know I went back to work today, more about that later, maybe. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law..(hahaha!!)(I always feel like some one's watching me and I have no privacy) (Who sang that one?)

We should have got a clue that something was up when May called me at the office to report when the Dr's rounded this morning they completely skipped over Deano's Room. Things that may you go hmmmmmmm and then make you absolutely pissed off and cry all over again.

Deano Namba is no longer vacationing at Club Med. Due to the cost and depletion of happy money Dean decided to move into Motel 6 for now. Now we have been assured by the people at club med that Dean will be cared for very nicely at Motel 6 and after all they do leave the lights on for you.

Okay so I am sure most of you got he wasn't really at Club Med and really did not transfer to Motel 6. Funny though - don't you think.

I guess at some point between yesterday morning and this morning's rounds and unbeknown st to us it was decided that Deano could no longer stay at UCLA for ventilator weaning and has been moved to: Kindred Hospital/Los Angeles, 5525 West Slauson Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90056, (310) 642-0325, Room 53B-East Wing. Well we should still feel right at home both places have wings. Whoopty shit! This is a long term facility and there term of long term is 21 days. While trying to wean Dean they will also see if they can start some physical therapy to strengthen his muscles, some occupational therapy and maybe some speech therapy. Their main focus, however, will be to get him off the ventilator as quickly as they can safely do so.

Here, some fun stuff for you all: Before me and Jim left Kindred this evening, Deano gave Jim knuckles and low five. Now really cool stuff I kissed Dean and was really close to his face and he reached up and stroked my hair and he held my hand back today. Shit you think that didn't flood the hospital floor with my tears. I think I now know you can truly love the soul of a person and that is what he gave me tonight. (The little things we miss when we are not looking).

And I won't give you up, no I won't walk away
I hope and I pray, I hope and I pray
You'll forgive me someday

I'll fight for you, I'll give you all I got to give
I'll fight for you, as long as we both should live